So I think my life is really starting to come together. My guru tells me to "keep the faith" on my way out of class. I'm asked to be on a discussion panel for 1st service which will be transmitted live internationally (ok, so it's only 3ABN) and my favorite college band dedicates a song to me. (Cowboy song in case you were wondering, and the Band is Soapbox Symphony) .

In other news, I've decided that life doesn't exist. It is merely a definition, a construct of our own minds and hence doesn't exist. Therefore we should stop looking for life, intelligent, or otherwise, on this planet, or another, and return to plowing our fields.

[fyi, I had that dream again. i really don't know what to do about it]